your call-secondhand serenade

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

~

too complex to be able to pass the days in this life. many problems that blanketed in mind.
 maybe sometimes this error comes from the self.one who made it through the problem is a great person. and not a few people say "those who have committed will be better than that do not have commitments." well maybe it was me.I was a little boy who could not be queen for you, and make your day happy and always smiling.
Your character is too good for me.perhaps you are an angel sent into my life, but sorry I can not take care of you.I'm just a vandal day.maybe you'll be happier when I'm gone from your life. sorry for the mistake I made ever.
happy with your life without me

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quand je dormais profondémentvous étiez présent dans le rêve indahkusemblait faire mon vrai rêvevous venez avec moi quand sa jeunesse mais, pour une raison quelconquequand j'ouvre les yeux, vous a semblé disparaîtred'autres où vous manquepas aussi réel dans mes rêves

lorsque l'approche interrompueJ'ai choisi de sommeil et s'endort dans le noirFacebook vous voir si réelet peuvent se sentir belle gardé les yeux ouvertsmais il apparaît aussi de vous présentersi vous êtes tout simplement de vivre dans un rêve?ce que je ne peux que ressentir la beauté dans un rêve?

green at 6 snior high school ~

tanaman dari ekskul paskibra

tanaman dari ekskul tci (traditional culture indonesian)

tanaman dari ekskul pmr (palang merah remaja)

 

 

 

 

 

helo...
ini hanya sebagian foto dari beberapa foto yang saya punya.
kamis 13 oktober 2010 s/d sabtu 16 oktober 2010, ada penilaian adipura diskolah.
stiap ekskul menyumbangkan 1 pohon untuk sekolah. contohnya seperti foto diatas.
sebenernya gue juga rada bingung knapa tiap taneman harus ada tulisan sumbangan dari (nama ekskul). kan kesannya ga enak, tapi engga masalah. hanya perasaan gue hahaa
jujur, gue orang yang paling cinta namanya lingkungan asri, bersih, dan hijau.
kalau lingkungan kayak gitu, nyaman banget.
tapi sayangnya, di 2010 ini lingkungan makin rusak aja, manusia engga mau ngejaga apa yang tuhan kasih, huhuhu.
pokoknya sukses dh sma n 6 bekasi. smoga engga hanya karena ada penilaian.

der Leber

ch weiß nicht, wann man wie angekommen sind,  eigenen Gefühle.  
Krankheit selber. nicht stehen für diese ersticken alle. nicht wirklich ich. Ich habe alles ngejalani gelangweilt.bitte, wenn ich merkte, dass das gleiche wie lo.  
Ich war ziemlich krank, wenn Ton lo ihnen, weil ich das gleiche Gefühl haben lo.Bitte merke ich, Liebe auf den rashta lo such

@tasyatsab day!!!!

09 oktober 2010 hari dimana salah satu sahabat terbaik gue ulang tahun "tasya tsabita hesaputri". cie selamat ulang tahun ya sayang, have a great one beauty. pas loh malem ini malem minggu, yuhuu. moment itu juga jadi moment ngumpul buat kita. satnight with my belove friend in special day.
awalnya udah sms ke semua kalau ngasih surprise nya mau pas subuh, tapi berhubung ijal sama naufal masih uts dan harus berangkat pagi banget, oke gajadi.
yaudah jadinya ngasih surprise malem deh. siangnya catra beli kue yang sama persis kayak waktu buat naufal.
oiya, gue tadinya mau ngajak adit. itu loh yang itu loh *blushing.
tapi aditnya ngeselin. ada aja lah alibinya buat engga ikut. padahal kan cuma mau ngenalin ke anak-anak. biar mereka kenal sama adit.
oke udah cukup, gamau sakit kejauhan. eh tiba-tiba si tante semok nongol dan teriak dari bawah dengan suara nya yang kayak badannya (re:gede)
doi nyuruh gue mandi buru-buru sekalian nyoba sepeda baru. penting banget deh sumpah.
oke kita semua sudah berkumpul dirumah catra tinggal nunggu si jablay.
jablay kaget dan dia....bawa motor gede. hahaha yaallah engga nyangka banget si jablay bawa motor gede begitu.
oke lah semua udah ngumpul, yuu mari kita berangkat kerumah tasya. sebelum ke rumah tasya, kita ke warung dulu buat beli korek. berangkat ke rumah tasya.
sampai di perumahannya tasya. beberapa meter dari rumah tasya kita semua matiin motor dan nyalain lilin kue. oke yang bawa kue si lola.
gue cukup jadi seksi sekali, ups salah maksud gue seksi dokumentasi.
pada sibuk foto-foto dulu sebelum nyampe didepan pintu tasya haha pembodohan sebenernya ya.
oke surprise dimulai. ayu yang manggil + ngetok pintu nya tasya. yah yang keluar raka, oke raka manggil tasya dan tasya keluar. yeeeeeeeee happy birthday to you. kita pun nyayi bersama yehey.
udah deh biasa, kalau udah ngumpul engga ada yang waras. udah pada engga punya otak.
sebelum masuk tasya nya make a wish sama tiup lilin deh.
udah deh masuk kita kayak biasa ngobrol, apa aja diomongin. kangen-kangenan. gue cerita tentang adit loh #sowhat -_____-
pas lagi ngobrol-ngobrol eh heny sama ilma dateng. oke makin rame deh. apalagi si ilma ngelawak mulu.
makin malem dan gue pengen beli susu jahe malah pada ikut, oke semua pergi tapi tasya engga ikut karena engga boleh keluar. yaudah dadah tasya.
oke gue cuma beli susu jahe. tapi tante-tante pada rempong milih-milih makanan, abis itu kerumah lola deh. disana cuma numpang makan terus langsung pergi lagi deh.
oke malem ini sangat menyenangkan yehey. once again, happy birthday my tasya tsabita hesaputri, wish you all the best (L)

motion city soundtrack - broken heart

I’ll start this broken heart
I’ll fix it up so it will work again
Better than before
Then I’ll star in a mystery
A tragic tale of all that’s yet to come
Fingers crossed there will be love

But I get carried away with every day
And every fantasy
the deeper the wound,
the harder I swoon and wish that that was me

So much to say
But no words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
But I’m getting used to it, you have to get used to it

I’ll devise the best disguise
A brand new look and take them by surprise
They’ll never guess what’s not inside

I’ll express myself with ease,
With confidence and character complete
With fingers crossed they’ll talk to me

But I get carried away with every page
In every magazine
The cheaper the thrill
the deeper I fill my head with blasphemy

So much to say
But No words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
But I’m getting used to it, you have to get used to it

I’ll destroy this useless heart
I’ll fuck it up so it’ll never beat again
Not just for me but for anyone

But I get carried away
with every phrase and made up malady
The longer I hide behind these lies,
The more I disintegrate

So much to say
But no words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
But I never get used to it, you just have to live with it