wala, today my birthday.
happy birthday to me happy birthday to me happy birthday happy birthday...happy birthday to me and my mom..
mungkin kalian heran pas baca kata "and my mom". iya hari ini gue ulang tahun pas dan bareng sama ulang tahun nyokap, haha sehati kan kita.
iya sebenernya disela-sela tawa dan senyum gue hari ini, gue sempet merenung. merenung dengan apa yang telah gue lakukan selama 15 tahun ini. dan ga kerasa gue semakin deket sama yang namanya kematian. ochitman, semua orang pasti akan ngalamin waktu itu. gamungkin ada satu orang pun yang lolos dari kematian or maut. yayaya itu sudah takdir dan pasti terjadi walau kita gatau kapan kita akan berhadapan dengan yang maha kuasa.
oke, sekarang mau cerita tentang hari ini.
jujur gue nulis ini dengan hati sedih, tapi seneng tapi terharu, tapi sedih ya begitulah.
gue nyesel tanggal 23 desember nya tidur cepet, keburu bt sama pusing jadi memutuskan untuk tidur.
PADAHAL BAYO KERUMAH PAS TENGAH MALEM DAN GUE BARU SADAR JAM 3 PAGI, BAYANGKAN COBA BAPAK-BAPAK IBU-IBU ADE MAS MBA, BAYANGKAN.
dia bela-belain dari sukabumi izin pulang duluan, nungguin gue bangun. fuala sedih banget mau nangis :'(
itu tandanya dia sayang banget sama gue, amin yaallah. sama gue juga sayang banget sama dia.
yaudah pas jam 3an gue bangun dan pas gue keluar dia ngasih kue dan pergi lagi. hu disitu pas dia pergi gue nangis kejer :'""(
yaudah mau diapain, terkanjur kebo gue. pas gue buka kuenya........makin kejer nangisnya aaaaaa
pas telfon bayo, bayo bilang ada jam nya, eh bener ada jam nya setelah di cek. dan......demi neptunus dan rakyat bikini bottom itu lucu banget!!!! gue suka banget!!!
yaudah abis nangis-nangisan kejer, punya ide buat foto tart nya, lari keatas ambil foto yang berdua bayo kemaren dan letakkan diatas kue dan..cekrek foto pun selesai \\(o.o)//
merasa bosan gue pun berfikir buat sepedahan pagi-pagi kayaknya enak deh apalagi sendiri
udah pulang sepedahan ngap-ngapan karena gue ngegowes sepeda yang kempes keliling galaksi, pucet banget muka gue langsung deh tidur. kebangun dan denger percakapan ayah sama ibu gitu deh..dan ayah lupa kalau hari ini anak sama istrinya ulang tahun. oh dad.
udah deh salaman cium pipi kanan kiri, sayangnya ga dikasih salam tempel wk
oiya pagi pagi udah ada sms, mention dan wall dari orang-orang,
for example :
mention at twitter :
1.Happy cakeday @rawkrawk wyatb and gonna be better ya. Longlast with ur boyfie☺♥ hati2 diembat dahl wkwk. from @deadiftania
2.happy birthday kak @rawkrawk ,wish you all the best :-). from @jemimafadhilah
3.Happy Birthday @rawkrawk the best wishes for you \☺/ from @AdiskaHnf
wall at facebook :
1.Raraaaaaaa ....Met ultah ya rastia rahmasya'bani cantiiik :) !!Semoga semua yang dicapai terwujud .Makin pinter nd cantik !
3.slamat ulang tahun ya ka rara..mudah2an ka rara mendapat kan yg ka rara impikan...
Jumat, 24 Desember 2010
Selasa, 14 Desember 2010
raise your glass - p!nk
Right right, turn off the lights
We gonna lose our minds tonight
What's the dealio?
I love when it's all too much
5AM turn the radio up
Where's the rock and roll?
Party crasher, penny snatcher
Call me up if you are gangster
Don't be fancy
Just get dancey
Why so serious?
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways
All my underdogs, we will never be, never be
Anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
Won't you come on, and come on, and
Raise your glass
Just come on and come and
Raise Your Glass!
Slam slam oh hot damn
What part of party don't you understand?
Wish you'd just freak out (freak out already)
Can't stop coming in hot
I should be locked up right on the spot
It's so on right now (so fuckin' on right now)
Party crasher, penny snatcher
Call me up if you a gangster
Don't be fancy
Just get dancey
Why so serious?
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways
All my underdogs, we will never be, never be
Anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/raise-your-glass-lyrics-pink.html ]
Won't you come on, and come on, and
Raise your glass
Just come on and come and
Raise Your Glass!
Won't you come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Just come on and come and
Raise your glass!
Oh shit my glass is empty...
that sucks !
So if you're too school for cool (I mean...)
And you're treated like a fool (treated like a fool)
You could choose to let it go
We can always, we can always
party on our own...
So raise your (Aw fuck)
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways
All my underdogs, we will never be, never be
Anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways
All my underdogs, we will never be never be!
Anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
Won't you come on! and come on! and
Raise your glass
Just come on and come and
Raise your glass
Won't you come on! and come on! and
Raise your glass
For me
Just come on and come and
Raise your glass...for me:)
We gonna lose our minds tonight
What's the dealio?
I love when it's all too much
5AM turn the radio up
Where's the rock and roll?
Party crasher, penny snatcher
Call me up if you are gangster
Don't be fancy
Just get dancey
Why so serious?
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways
All my underdogs, we will never be, never be
Anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
Won't you come on, and come on, and
Raise your glass
Just come on and come and
Raise Your Glass!
Slam slam oh hot damn
What part of party don't you understand?
Wish you'd just freak out (freak out already)
Can't stop coming in hot
I should be locked up right on the spot
It's so on right now (so fuckin' on right now)
Party crasher, penny snatcher
Call me up if you a gangster
Don't be fancy
Just get dancey
Why so serious?
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways
All my underdogs, we will never be, never be
Anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/raise-your-glass-lyrics-pink.html ]
Won't you come on, and come on, and
Raise your glass
Just come on and come and
Raise Your Glass!
Won't you come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Just come on and come and
Raise your glass!
Oh shit my glass is empty...
that sucks !
So if you're too school for cool (I mean...)
And you're treated like a fool (treated like a fool)
You could choose to let it go
We can always, we can always
party on our own...
So raise your (Aw fuck)
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways
All my underdogs, we will never be, never be
Anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways
All my underdogs, we will never be never be!
Anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
Won't you come on! and come on! and
Raise your glass
Just come on and come and
Raise your glass
Won't you come on! and come on! and
Raise your glass
For me
Just come on and come and
Raise your glass...for me:)
bruno mars - talking to the moon
I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have
At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon, tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon
I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say I've gone mad
Yeah, I've gone mad
But they don't know what I know
'Cause when the sun goes down
Someone's talking back
Yeah, they're talking back
At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon, tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon
Do you ever hear me calling?
'Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon, still tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon
I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have
At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon, tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon
I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say I've gone mad
Yeah, I've gone mad
But they don't know what I know
'Cause when the sun goes down
Someone's talking back
Yeah, they're talking back
At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon, tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon
Do you ever hear me calling?
'Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon, still tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon
I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
Hasyim Akbar Bayo Angin Harahap
oke, pagi buta ini gue mau cerita tentang seseorang yang namanya tertera di title post kali ini.
*siapa sih ra dia ?
oke dia adalah cowo yang selalu buat hari gue ganyantai specialnya. ya siapa lagi kalau bukan pacar. haahaha. ya emang cuma dia yang bikin hari gue special special dan selalu special.
*se-special apa sih ra dia dihidup dan hari-hari lo?
wadaw, a sampe z, dari 1 sampe 0 engga akan bisa ngedescribe gimana specialnya dia dalam hari-hari dan hidup gue.
*sejak kapan lo suka & sayang sama dia ?
suka sama dia ? udah dari kelas 2 smp. sayang sama dia ? semenjak pdkt sama dia. HA HA HA
*kenapa bisa suka sama si dia ra ? apa sih yang bikin lo tuh tertarik sama si dia ?
yang bikin suka ? waduh banyak ya sifat dia yang gue suka. gue suka dia itu karena dia baik, ga romantis haha, penyayang banget, baik, seru, tukang bercanda, ih pokoknya suka deh sama dia. tertarik sama dia karena apa ? karena dia bisa menarik hati gue dengan segala caranya haha. iya lah, itu semua murni usaha dia dapetin gue.
*terus ceritain dong awal mula kenal sama dia
oke gue bakal ceritain dari awal gimana bisa kenal sama dia ya. oke awalnya gue cuma nemu profile dia di friendster, jadul ye? bodo amat ah. iya gue liat fotonya ko orangnya lucu sih, hahaha suka deh tuh. sayangnya gue lupa gimana bisa smsan dan deket sama dia, moment yang disayangnkan.oke, gue smsan seperti pada umumnya. gimana sih orang pdkt sms nya. ya begitu deeeeeeeeeeeh. setelah smsan, kita sama-sama bakal dateng ke acara yang sama, wuhu akhirnya ketemu. yaudah deh kita ketemu di acara pramuka gitu. pas ketemu..jeng..jeng..jeng.. wajahnya berbeda dengan apa yang kulihat.suka karena fisik. gue tipe orang yang engga mandang fisik man. ketemu dan kita ngobrol, walaupun galama. rada bt pas dia ngenalin cewe gitu. gue gatau itu siapa tapi tetep aja bt nya gaketulungan. yaudah pas udah pulang dia baru cerita itu anaknya temen papah yang suka kemana-mana sama dia, jadi papahnya kayak nitipin gitu ke bayo. (barang kali ah dititip).
dan galama setelah ketemu dia nembak dan gue terima berarti tandanya....kita pacaran♥
haha seneng banget itu sumpah ga bohong, haha. tapi dia selalu sibuk, dan jarak memisahkan kita. itu pas gue masih smp dan ga ngerti gimana caranya buat ngejalanin hubungan jarak jauh alias longdistance relationship. yaudah deh galama kita putus. gue lupa ah gimana bisa putus sama dia.
*sempet putus ? kobisa balikan ?
ahaha bisa dong, apa sih yang gabisa terjadi di bumi ini, asek kan gue. iya kita ketemu lagi pas kemaren pramuka 12 ngadain gebyar. emang sih dia bilang mau dateng ke gebyar. berhubung hp gue i..lang jadi dia ngehubungin gue juga gue gatau. gue pas gebyar kemaren kebagian tugas jadi pendamping juri 1 tugasnya penilaian danton terbaik. tiba-tiba pas lagi ngeliatin ada yang tampil. ada suara memanggil nama gue, manggilnya "rastia" lagi bukan rara. kan gue kaget. pas gue liat dia lagi jalan pake masker dan berbaju merah haha. betapa rindunya udah lama ga ketemu. pas jam istirahat dia nyamperin dan manggil, yaudah deh kita ngobrol walau ga lama karena gue laper. haha
yaudah kita ngobrol biasa, eh dia bilang gapuas masih pengen ngobrol banyak, yaudah gue bilang next time kita ketemu lagi. pas gue udah megang hp langsung deh message nomor gue ke dia. galama kita janjian buat ketemu pas gue libur sekolah, oke lah siap. ketemuan deh kita di mm. dia nyamperin ke bekasi.
kita pun bertemu yuhu ~~
ketemu terus kita nonton, pas nonton entah kenapa ya gue ngerasa suka lagi. ternta oh ternyata dia ngajak balikan, setelah difikir secara cepat iya, saya ingin menerimanya kembali dihidup saya. dan kita pacaran untuk kedua kalinya♥
*sesayang apa sih kamu ke dia ?
sayang ? i love him too much deh pokoknya. aduh dia itu orang ke empat setelah allah, rasul, keluarga, dan dia. jujur ya, gue sayang sayang sayang banget sama dia. entah kenapa berasa dipelet deh gue sama dia, haha
emang gue masih 1 sma, tapi tau gak seeeeeh. gue berfikir dan punya tekad buat dia jadi yang terkahir deh. udah ngerasa klop banget. amin yaallah amin yarabb
*menurut kamu dia sayang sama kamu ga ra ? kalau iya sikap apa yang nunjukin dia itu sayang lo banget ?
hualah, pertanyaan ini harus dijawab ? oke saya akan menjawabnya secara bijak dan sesuai yang ada di otak, hati dan fikiran saya. haha menurut hati dan perasaan sih iya, dan gue mencoba meyakinkan kalau emang dia sayang banget sama gue. sikap dia yang nunjukin sayang ? em.. dari kata-katanya dan sifatnya berubah dari yang pertama kali pacaran. alhamdulillah dia jauh lebih baik.
*kenangan apa sih yang engga terlupakan pas sama dia ?
kenangan ? kapan ? yang jelas setiap detik, menit, dan jam sama dia gue selalu ngerasa itu adalah moment yang engga mungkin terlupakan. kalau paling gabisa dilupain ? tiap dia ngasih senyum, manyun, dan bialng sayang ke gue dan ga akan nyia-nyiain gue.
*oke buat yang terakhir, harapan apa sama hubungan lo sama dia?
harapan ? oke gue bakal nyebutin nya satu per satu. pertama, tentunya yang pasti mau langgeng sama dia sampai akhir hayat. kedua, kalau ga jodoh....harus jodoh. ketiga, bisa selalu ngeluangin waktu sama dia. keempat apa ya... ya pokoknya dia buat gue gue buat dia lah. amin
*mau dong liat kemesraan kalian di foto :)
hush kemesraan gaboleh di publikasikan, yang ini aja juga udah romantis, walau cuma webcame
*siapa sih ra dia ?
oke dia adalah cowo yang selalu buat hari gue ganyantai specialnya. ya siapa lagi kalau bukan pacar. haahaha. ya emang cuma dia yang bikin hari gue special special dan selalu special.
*se-special apa sih ra dia dihidup dan hari-hari lo?
wadaw, a sampe z, dari 1 sampe 0 engga akan bisa ngedescribe gimana specialnya dia dalam hari-hari dan hidup gue.
*sejak kapan lo suka & sayang sama dia ?
suka sama dia ? udah dari kelas 2 smp. sayang sama dia ? semenjak pdkt sama dia. HA HA HA
*kenapa bisa suka sama si dia ra ? apa sih yang bikin lo tuh tertarik sama si dia ?
yang bikin suka ? waduh banyak ya sifat dia yang gue suka. gue suka dia itu karena dia baik, ga romantis haha, penyayang banget, baik, seru, tukang bercanda, ih pokoknya suka deh sama dia. tertarik sama dia karena apa ? karena dia bisa menarik hati gue dengan segala caranya haha. iya lah, itu semua murni usaha dia dapetin gue.
*terus ceritain dong awal mula kenal sama dia
oke gue bakal ceritain dari awal gimana bisa kenal sama dia ya. oke awalnya gue cuma nemu profile dia di friendster, jadul ye? bodo amat ah. iya gue liat fotonya ko orangnya lucu sih, hahaha suka deh tuh. sayangnya gue lupa gimana bisa smsan dan deket sama dia, moment yang disayangnkan.oke, gue smsan seperti pada umumnya. gimana sih orang pdkt sms nya. ya begitu deeeeeeeeeeeh. setelah smsan, kita sama-sama bakal dateng ke acara yang sama, wuhu akhirnya ketemu. yaudah deh kita ketemu di acara pramuka gitu. pas ketemu..jeng..jeng..jeng.. wajahnya berbeda dengan apa yang kulihat.
dan galama setelah ketemu dia nembak dan gue terima berarti tandanya....kita pacaran♥
haha seneng banget itu sumpah ga bohong, haha. tapi dia selalu sibuk, dan jarak memisahkan kita. itu pas gue masih smp dan ga ngerti gimana caranya buat ngejalanin hubungan jarak jauh alias longdistance relationship. yaudah deh galama kita putus. gue lupa ah gimana bisa putus sama dia.
*sempet putus ? kobisa balikan ?
ahaha bisa dong, apa sih yang gabisa terjadi di bumi ini, asek kan gue. iya kita ketemu lagi pas kemaren pramuka 12 ngadain gebyar. emang sih dia bilang mau dateng ke gebyar. berhubung hp gue i..lang jadi dia ngehubungin gue juga gue gatau. gue pas gebyar kemaren kebagian tugas jadi pendamping juri 1 tugasnya penilaian danton terbaik. tiba-tiba pas lagi ngeliatin ada yang tampil. ada suara memanggil nama gue, manggilnya "rastia" lagi bukan rara. kan gue kaget. pas gue liat dia lagi jalan pake masker dan berbaju merah haha. betapa rindunya udah lama ga ketemu. pas jam istirahat dia nyamperin dan manggil, yaudah deh kita ngobrol walau ga lama karena gue laper. haha
yaudah kita ngobrol biasa, eh dia bilang gapuas masih pengen ngobrol banyak, yaudah gue bilang next time kita ketemu lagi. pas gue udah megang hp langsung deh message nomor gue ke dia. galama kita janjian buat ketemu pas gue libur sekolah, oke lah siap. ketemuan deh kita di mm. dia nyamperin ke bekasi.
kita pun bertemu yuhu ~~
ketemu terus kita nonton, pas nonton entah kenapa ya gue ngerasa suka lagi. ternta oh ternyata dia ngajak balikan, setelah difikir secara cepat iya, saya ingin menerimanya kembali dihidup saya. dan kita pacaran untuk kedua kalinya♥
*sesayang apa sih kamu ke dia ?
sayang ? i love him too much deh pokoknya. aduh dia itu orang ke empat setelah allah, rasul, keluarga, dan dia. jujur ya, gue sayang sayang sayang banget sama dia. entah kenapa berasa dipelet deh gue sama dia, haha
emang gue masih 1 sma, tapi tau gak seeeeeh. gue berfikir dan punya tekad buat dia jadi yang terkahir deh. udah ngerasa klop banget. amin yaallah amin yarabb
*menurut kamu dia sayang sama kamu ga ra ? kalau iya sikap apa yang nunjukin dia itu sayang lo banget ?
hualah, pertanyaan ini harus dijawab ? oke saya akan menjawabnya secara bijak dan sesuai yang ada di otak, hati dan fikiran saya. haha menurut hati dan perasaan sih iya, dan gue mencoba meyakinkan kalau emang dia sayang banget sama gue. sikap dia yang nunjukin sayang ? em.. dari kata-katanya dan sifatnya berubah dari yang pertama kali pacaran. alhamdulillah dia jauh lebih baik.
*kenangan apa sih yang engga terlupakan pas sama dia ?
kenangan ? kapan ? yang jelas setiap detik, menit, dan jam sama dia gue selalu ngerasa itu adalah moment yang engga mungkin terlupakan. kalau paling gabisa dilupain ? tiap dia ngasih senyum, manyun, dan bialng sayang ke gue dan ga akan nyia-nyiain gue.
*oke buat yang terakhir, harapan apa sama hubungan lo sama dia?
harapan ? oke gue bakal nyebutin nya satu per satu. pertama, tentunya yang pasti mau langgeng sama dia sampai akhir hayat. kedua, kalau ga jodoh....harus jodoh. ketiga, bisa selalu ngeluangin waktu sama dia. keempat apa ya... ya pokoknya dia buat gue gue buat dia lah. amin
*mau dong liat kemesraan kalian di foto :)
hush kemesraan gaboleh di publikasikan, yang ini aja juga udah romantis, walau cuma webcame
Kamis, 09 Desember 2010
bugs bunny *\\(o.o)//*
hello readers, now i want to tell you about my new boyfriend lalala~~
his name Hasyim Akbar Bayo Angin Harahap, and i call him bugs bunny.
he was cheerful, humorous, crazy, good, fun, frustrating and annoying.
but most importantly he successfully won my heart back waaaaaw congrtas babyactually we have had a relationship, but unfortunately had broken, but we meet and live it all together * again
and we are back for our relationship at november, 29th 2010 when we watching
and meet.maybe we have the same affection and did not want to repeat past mistakes that we've hadhem our long-distance relationship.he live at jakarta (re: cibubur) and im at bekasi.
because we were hampered by long distances, sometimes we do webcame, and below some picture when we webcame. check this out readers ~(o.o)~
see, his face looks like a children
hat only a few successful results obtained PrintScreen.
may indeed be new and still a minute of time for dating. but I honestly pity with himshe always makes me comfortable and happy when the near and beside it.
although sometimes a sick joke yuuuuuu
i love my bugs bunny so much, i want he always stand with me when me sad, happy, fall, down.
I LOVE YOU ({})
his name Hasyim Akbar Bayo Angin Harahap, and i call him bugs bunny.
he was cheerful, humorous, crazy, good, fun, frustrating and annoying.
but most importantly he successfully won my heart back waaaaaw congrtas babyactually we have had a relationship, but unfortunately had broken, but we meet and live it all together * again
and we are back for our relationship at november, 29th 2010 when we watching
and meet.maybe we have the same affection and did not want to repeat past mistakes that we've hadhem our long-distance relationship.he live at jakarta (re: cibubur) and im at bekasi.
because we were hampered by long distances, sometimes we do webcame, and below some picture when we webcame. check this out readers ~(o.o)~
when he play lamp, and its look like a twit
see, his face looks like a children
hat only a few successful results obtained PrintScreen.
may indeed be new and still a minute of time for dating. but I honestly pity with himshe always makes me comfortable and happy when the near and beside it.
although sometimes a sick joke yuuuuuu
whe he say he loves me ({})
may be it is enough. i just want to tell you about somone who won my heart and got me backi love my bugs bunny so much, i want he always stand with me when me sad, happy, fall, down.
I LOVE YOU ({})
Minggu, 28 November 2010
your call-secondhand serenade
Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
~
too complex to be able to pass the days in this life. many problems that blanketed in mind.
maybe sometimes this error comes from the self.one who made it through the problem is a great person. and not a few people say "those who have committed will be better than that do not have commitments." well maybe it was me.I was a little boy who could not be queen for you, and make your day happy and always smiling.
Your character is too good for me.perhaps you are an angel sent into my life, but sorry I can not take care of you.I'm just a vandal day.maybe you'll be happier when I'm gone from your life. sorry for the mistake I made ever.
happy with your life without me
maybe sometimes this error comes from the self.one who made it through the problem is a great person. and not a few people say "those who have committed will be better than that do not have commitments." well maybe it was me.I was a little boy who could not be queen for you, and make your day happy and always smiling.
Your character is too good for me.perhaps you are an angel sent into my life, but sorry I can not take care of you.I'm just a vandal day.maybe you'll be happier when I'm gone from your life. sorry for the mistake I made ever.
happy with your life without me
Jumat, 22 Oktober 2010
no title
quand je dormais profondémentvous étiez présent dans le rêve indahkusemblait faire mon vrai rêvevous venez avec moi quand sa jeunesse mais, pour une raison quelconquequand j'ouvre les yeux, vous a semblé disparaîtred'autres où vous manquepas aussi réel dans mes rêves
lorsque l'approche interrompueJ'ai choisi de sommeil et s'endort dans le noirFacebook vous voir si réelet peuvent se sentir belle gardé les yeux ouvertsmais il apparaît aussi de vous présentersi vous êtes tout simplement de vivre dans un rêve?ce que je ne peux que ressentir la beauté dans un rêve?
lorsque l'approche interrompueJ'ai choisi de sommeil et s'endort dans le noirFacebook vous voir si réelet peuvent se sentir belle gardé les yeux ouvertsmais il apparaît aussi de vous présentersi vous êtes tout simplement de vivre dans un rêve?ce que je ne peux que ressentir la beauté dans un rêve?
Sabtu, 16 Oktober 2010
green at 6 snior high school ~
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helo...
ini hanya sebagian foto dari beberapa foto yang saya punya.
kamis 13 oktober 2010 s/d sabtu 16 oktober 2010, ada penilaian adipura diskolah.
stiap ekskul menyumbangkan 1 pohon untuk sekolah. contohnya seperti foto diatas.
sebenernya gue juga rada bingung knapa tiap taneman harus ada tulisan sumbangan dari (nama ekskul). kan kesannya ga enak, tapi engga masalah. hanya perasaan gue hahaa
jujur, gue orang yang paling cinta namanya lingkungan asri, bersih, dan hijau.
kalau lingkungan kayak gitu, nyaman banget.
tapi sayangnya, di 2010 ini lingkungan makin rusak aja, manusia engga mau ngejaga apa yang tuhan kasih, huhuhu.
pokoknya sukses dh sma n 6 bekasi. smoga engga hanya karena ada penilaian.
Kamis, 14 Oktober 2010
der Leber
ch weiß nicht, wann man wie angekommen sind, eigenen Gefühle.
Krankheit selber. nicht stehen für diese ersticken alle. nicht wirklich ich. Ich habe alles ngejalani gelangweilt.bitte, wenn ich merkte, dass das gleiche wie lo.
Ich war ziemlich krank, wenn Ton lo ihnen, weil ich das gleiche Gefühl haben lo.Bitte merke ich, Liebe auf den rashta lo such
Krankheit selber. nicht stehen für diese ersticken alle. nicht wirklich ich. Ich habe alles ngejalani gelangweilt.bitte, wenn ich merkte, dass das gleiche wie lo.
Ich war ziemlich krank, wenn Ton lo ihnen, weil ich das gleiche Gefühl haben lo.Bitte merke ich, Liebe auf den rashta lo such
Rabu, 13 Oktober 2010
@tasyatsab day!!!!
09 oktober 2010 hari dimana salah satu sahabat terbaik gue ulang tahun "tasya tsabita hesaputri". cie selamat ulang tahun ya sayang, have a great one beauty. pas loh malem ini malem minggu, yuhuu. moment itu juga jadi moment ngumpul buat kita. satnight with my belove friend in special day.
awalnya udah sms ke semua kalau ngasih surprise nya mau pas subuh, tapi berhubung ijal sama naufal masih uts dan harus berangkat pagi banget, oke gajadi.
yaudah jadinya ngasih surprise malem deh. siangnya catra beli kue yang sama persis kayak waktu buat naufal.
oiya, gue tadinya mau ngajak adit. itu loh yang itu loh *blushing.
tapi aditnya ngeselin. ada aja lah alibinya buat engga ikut. padahal kan cuma mau ngenalin ke anak-anak. biar mereka kenal sama adit.
oke udah cukup, gamau sakit kejauhan. eh tiba-tiba si tante semok nongol dan teriak dari bawah dengan suara nya yang kayak badannya (re:gede)
doi nyuruh gue mandi buru-buru sekalian nyoba sepeda baru. penting banget deh sumpah.
oke kita semua sudah berkumpul dirumah catra tinggal nunggu si jablay.
jablay kaget dan dia....bawa motor gede. hahaha yaallah engga nyangka banget si jablay bawa motor gede begitu.
oke lah semua udah ngumpul, yuu mari kita berangkat kerumah tasya. sebelum ke rumah tasya, kita ke warung dulu buat beli korek. berangkat ke rumah tasya.
sampai di perumahannya tasya. beberapa meter dari rumah tasya kita semua matiin motor dan nyalain lilin kue. oke yang bawa kue si lola.
gue cukup jadi seksi sekali, ups salah maksud gue seksi dokumentasi.
pada sibuk foto-foto dulu sebelum nyampe didepan pintu tasya haha pembodohan sebenernya ya.
oke surprise dimulai. ayu yang manggil + ngetok pintu nya tasya. yah yang keluar raka, oke raka manggil tasya dan tasya keluar. yeeeeeeeee happy birthday to you. kita pun nyayi bersama yehey.
udah deh biasa, kalau udah ngumpul engga ada yang waras. udah pada engga punya otak.
sebelum masuk tasya nya make a wish sama tiup lilin deh.
udah deh masuk kita kayak biasa ngobrol, apa aja diomongin. kangen-kangenan. gue cerita tentang adit loh #sowhat -_____-
pas lagi ngobrol-ngobrol eh heny sama ilma dateng. oke makin rame deh. apalagi si ilma ngelawak mulu.
makin malem dan gue pengen beli susu jahe malah pada ikut, oke semua pergi tapi tasya engga ikut karena engga boleh keluar. yaudah dadah tasya.
oke gue cuma beli susu jahe. tapi tante-tante pada rempong milih-milih makanan, abis itu kerumah lola deh. disana cuma numpang makan terus langsung pergi lagi deh.
oke malem ini sangat menyenangkan yehey. once again, happy birthday my tasya tsabita hesaputri, wish you all the best (L)
awalnya udah sms ke semua kalau ngasih surprise nya mau pas subuh, tapi berhubung ijal sama naufal masih uts dan harus berangkat pagi banget, oke gajadi.
yaudah jadinya ngasih surprise malem deh. siangnya catra beli kue yang sama persis kayak waktu buat naufal.
oiya, gue tadinya mau ngajak adit. itu loh yang itu loh *blushing.
tapi aditnya ngeselin. ada aja lah alibinya buat engga ikut. padahal kan cuma mau ngenalin ke anak-anak. biar mereka kenal sama adit.
oke udah cukup, gamau sakit kejauhan. eh tiba-tiba si tante semok nongol dan teriak dari bawah dengan suara nya yang kayak badannya (re:gede)
doi nyuruh gue mandi buru-buru sekalian nyoba sepeda baru. penting banget deh sumpah.
oke kita semua sudah berkumpul dirumah catra tinggal nunggu si jablay.
jablay kaget dan dia....bawa motor gede. hahaha yaallah engga nyangka banget si jablay bawa motor gede begitu.
oke lah semua udah ngumpul, yuu mari kita berangkat kerumah tasya. sebelum ke rumah tasya, kita ke warung dulu buat beli korek. berangkat ke rumah tasya.
sampai di perumahannya tasya. beberapa meter dari rumah tasya kita semua matiin motor dan nyalain lilin kue. oke yang bawa kue si lola.
gue cukup jadi seksi sekali, ups salah maksud gue seksi dokumentasi.
pada sibuk foto-foto dulu sebelum nyampe didepan pintu tasya haha pembodohan sebenernya ya.
oke surprise dimulai. ayu yang manggil + ngetok pintu nya tasya. yah yang keluar raka, oke raka manggil tasya dan tasya keluar. yeeeeeeeee happy birthday to you. kita pun nyayi bersama yehey.
udah deh biasa, kalau udah ngumpul engga ada yang waras. udah pada engga punya otak.
sebelum masuk tasya nya make a wish sama tiup lilin deh.
udah deh masuk kita kayak biasa ngobrol, apa aja diomongin. kangen-kangenan. gue cerita tentang adit loh #sowhat -_____-
pas lagi ngobrol-ngobrol eh heny sama ilma dateng. oke makin rame deh. apalagi si ilma ngelawak mulu.
makin malem dan gue pengen beli susu jahe malah pada ikut, oke semua pergi tapi tasya engga ikut karena engga boleh keluar. yaudah dadah tasya.
oke gue cuma beli susu jahe. tapi tante-tante pada rempong milih-milih makanan, abis itu kerumah lola deh. disana cuma numpang makan terus langsung pergi lagi deh.
oke malem ini sangat menyenangkan yehey. once again, happy birthday my tasya tsabita hesaputri, wish you all the best (L)
motion city soundtrack - broken heart
I’ll start this broken heart
I’ll fix it up so it will work again
Better than before
Then I’ll star in a mystery
A tragic tale of all that’s yet to come
Fingers crossed there will be love
But I get carried away with every day
And every fantasy
the deeper the wound,
the harder I swoon and wish that that was me
So much to say
But no words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
But I’m getting used to it, you have to get used to it
I’ll devise the best disguise
A brand new look and take them by surprise
They’ll never guess what’s not inside
I’ll express myself with ease,
With confidence and character complete
With fingers crossed they’ll talk to me
But I get carried away with every page
In every magazine
The cheaper the thrill
the deeper I fill my head with blasphemy
So much to say
But No words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
But I’m getting used to it, you have to get used to it
I’ll destroy this useless heart
I’ll fuck it up so it’ll never beat again
Not just for me but for anyone
But I get carried away
with every phrase and made up malady
The longer I hide behind these lies,
The more I disintegrate
So much to say
But no words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
But I never get used to it, you just have to live with it
I’ll fix it up so it will work again
Better than before
Then I’ll star in a mystery
A tragic tale of all that’s yet to come
Fingers crossed there will be love
But I get carried away with every day
And every fantasy
the deeper the wound,
the harder I swoon and wish that that was me
So much to say
But no words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
But I’m getting used to it, you have to get used to it
I’ll devise the best disguise
A brand new look and take them by surprise
They’ll never guess what’s not inside
I’ll express myself with ease,
With confidence and character complete
With fingers crossed they’ll talk to me
But I get carried away with every page
In every magazine
The cheaper the thrill
the deeper I fill my head with blasphemy
So much to say
But No words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
But I’m getting used to it, you have to get used to it
I’ll destroy this useless heart
I’ll fuck it up so it’ll never beat again
Not just for me but for anyone
But I get carried away
with every phrase and made up malady
The longer I hide behind these lies,
The more I disintegrate
So much to say
But no words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
But I never get used to it, you just have to live with it
colbie caillat - fallin for you
I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me
I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spilling out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (=true
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me
I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spilling out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (=true
Minggu, 10 Oktober 2010
rest in peace our beloved teacher
innalillahi wainnalillahi rojiun. telah berpulang bapak guru kami tercinta nandang rochman, pada hari minggu, 10 oktober 2010 di rs.bakti kartini bekasi, jawa barat. rasanya baru sebentar bapak menemani kami belajar.
terlalu banyak kenangan indah yang telah bapak berikan kepada keluarga besar SMP N 12 BEKASI.jiwa ragamu selama hidup kau berikan untuk mengabdi menjadi pahlawan tanpa tanda jasa.
candamu, tawamu, bimbingan mu telah kau ukir di sekolah terbaik ini.
engkau adalah guru yang luar biasa. lelucon mu membangkitkan semangat setiap wajah yang bertemu denganmu.
mengapa engkau terlalu cepat pergi meninggalkan dunia ini ? mungkin ini yang terbaik yang tuhan berikan untuk bapak. tuhan mempunyai rencana indah dibalik ini semua.
semua mata SMP N 12 BEKASI, memandang mu dengan setetes air mata.
"meleng cemong"
"pengumuman... nasi kuning sudah ada di koperasi"
"kunci bapak dimana ya ?"
"... pulang, neneknya melahirkan"
mungkin itu hanya sedikit candaan dari mu. candaan yang sangat membekas dan tak akan terhapus oleh dimensi waktu. begitu besar pengabdianmu sebagai pahlawan pendidikan.
mungkin kau sudah tiada di sisi kami.
tapi, semua akan terkenang dengan indah di dalam hati kami.
selamat jalan pak,
jasamu akan selalu kami kenang
semua yang kau berikan adalah yang terbaik
you are trully hero.
12juniorhighschool
Jumat, 08 Oktober 2010
our beloved teacher☺♥
"NANDANG ROCHMAN" guru matematika yang paling "the best" di smp n 12 bekasi. jangan pernah ngaku alumni atau muris smpn 12 bekasi kalau engga kenal sama beliau.innalillahi beliau kemaren kena musibah :"(
pembuluh darah di otak beliau kemaren pecah, aaaaaaaaaaa sedih + serem banget huhuhu :""""(
dan beliau rencananya mau di operasi, alhamdulillah tadi malem operasi udah mulai. dan kata dokter nya, tinggal nunggu masa kritisnya aja. pa nandang pasti bisa (Y). cuma katanya bua di dan bua adi kata dokter *again otak pa nandang udah ga berfungsi, tinggal nunggu mukjizat, aaaaaaa.
semalem ada doa bersama sama penggalangan dana. gila aja operasi butuh 50 JUTA itu bukan dana yang dikit. tapi alhamdulillah banget banyak alumni yang partisipasi dari berbagai angkatan
kita semua selalu berdoa yang terbaik buat pak nandang.
GETWLLREALLYSOON MR.NANDANG ROCHMAN WELOVEYOU ☺♥
pembuluh darah di otak beliau kemaren pecah, aaaaaaaaaaa sedih + serem banget huhuhu :""""(
dan beliau rencananya mau di operasi, alhamdulillah tadi malem operasi udah mulai. dan kata dokter nya, tinggal nunggu masa kritisnya aja. pa nandang pasti bisa (Y). cuma katanya bua di dan bua adi kata dokter *again otak pa nandang udah ga berfungsi, tinggal nunggu mukjizat, aaaaaaa.
semalem ada doa bersama sama penggalangan dana. gila aja operasi butuh 50 JUTA itu bukan dana yang dikit. tapi alhamdulillah banget banyak alumni yang partisipasi dari berbagai angkatan
kita semua selalu berdoa yang terbaik buat pak nandang.
GETWLLREALLYSOON MR.NANDANG ROCHMAN WELOVEYOU ☺♥
Rabu, 06 Oktober 2010
my daily vitamin ~
helo ~ ~
I has many friend who is always there when love and grief beside. they are:
@ Catraww -> Catra sanktirta elmaradi: a man who is kind, friendly, always cheerful, humorous, caring, friendly, basically he's a man who (Y)
@ Gitsis ---> gita siswari: oh she is a very good-hearted soulmate! beautiful, friendly, mature, smart. she is a woman who (Y)
@ Naufalbay -> muhammad naufal bayu aji : smart, fat, funny, kind, always a smile that was never angry with him.
@ Tasyatsab -> Tasya tsabita hesaputri: beautiful, slang, small, narrow, white, hahaha. he's kind. sometimes adults are sometimes childish. but he's a good female friend (Y)
may be im falling in love with my classmate
I do not know what I feel for this. reality may differ from actual heart.
that his name might fall in love at first sight. jovial, humorous, handsome, kind, friendly. uuuuuuuuuuuuinitially only saw the accident. but lately always see you on purpose.
you make me the spirit to the school. maybe I just know this, but you've made me comfortable with all of your attitude to me. and I feel this all unusual.your laughter, makes me feel calm.maybe you think anya friends like any other ordinary, but really I'm not used to consider you as a friend.you probably will not respond to me even though I do strange behavior to you.more and more I tried to figure out something that you like.maybe I fell in love at first sight.
that his name might fall in love at first sight. jovial, humorous, handsome, kind, friendly. uuuuuuuuuuuuinitially only saw the accident. but lately always see you on purpose.
you make me the spirit to the school. maybe I just know this, but you've made me comfortable with all of your attitude to me. and I feel this all unusual.your laughter, makes me feel calm.maybe you think anya friends like any other ordinary, but really I'm not used to consider you as a friend.you probably will not respond to me even though I do strange behavior to you.more and more I tried to figure out something that you like.maybe I fell in love at first sight.
♥♡ A.R.A
Selasa, 05 Oktober 2010
for someone
i want to you know, im always stay with you. im here always for you because im really love you.
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